*Glimpses of Self-Realization*
THE LIVING EMBODIMENT OF PEACE
When he had his final experience at the age of sixteen, his mind,
his sense of being an individual person vanished forever, leaving him in
a state of unassailable peace. He realized and understood that this was
not some new experience that was mediated by and through
his 'I', his sense of being an individual person. It was, instead, his
natural state, something that is there all the time, but which is only
experienced when the mind and its perpetual busy-ness is absent. By
abiding in this natural and effortless state of inner silence he somehow
charged up the atmosphere around him with a healing, quietening energy.
People who came to see him spontaneously became happy, peaceful and
quiet. Why? Because Sri Ramana himself was effortlessly broadcasting his
own experience of happiness, peace and quietude in such a way that
those people who were around him got an inner taste, an inner flavor of
this natural state that is inherent to all of us. I should say that this
power was not restricted to his physical vicinity, although it did seem
to be stronger there. People who merely thought about him wherever they
happened to be discovered that they could experience something of this
peace simply through having this mental contact with him.
So, having given that background, I can now answer the question: 'Who was Ramana Maharshi and what were his teachings?'
Sri Ramana Maharshi was a living embodiment of peace and happiness
and his 'teachings' were the emanations of that state which helped other
people to find and experience their own inner happiness and peace.
If all this sounds a little abstract, let me tell you a story that
was passed on to me by Arthur Osborne's daughter. In the 1940s their
house was a kind of dormitory for all the stray foreigners who couldn't
find anywhere else to stay near Sri Ramana's ashram. A miserable, crabby
women appeared one evening, having been sent by the ashram. They put
her up, gave her breakfast and sent her off to see Sri Ramana the next
morning. She came back at lunchtime looking absolutely radiant. She was
glowing with happiness. The whole family was waiting to hear the story
of what happened, but she never said anything about her visit to the
ashram. Everyone in the house was expecting some dramatic story: 'He
looked at me and this happened,' or 'I asked a question and then I had
this great experience.' As the lunch plates were being cleared away, her
hosts could not contain their curiosity any longer.
'What happened?' asked one of them. 'What did Bhagavan do to you? What did he say to you?'
The woman looked most surprised. 'He didn't do anything. He didn't
say anything to me. I just sat there for the whole morning and then came
back for lunch.'
She had been just one new person sitting
in a crowd of people, but the power coming off Sri Ramana had been
enough to wash away a lifetime of depression, leaving her with a taste
of what lay underneath it: her own inherent, natural happiness and
peace.
Sri Ramana knew that transformations such as these
were going on around him all the time, but he never accepted
responsibility for them. He would never say, 'I transformed this woman'.
When he was asked about the effect he was having on people, he would
sometimes say that by continuously abiding in his own natural state of
peace, a sannidhi, a powerful presence, was somehow created that
automatically took care of the mental problems of the people who visited
him. By abiding in silence as silence, this energy field was created, a
field that miraculously transformed the people around him.
David Godman, Interviews